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THE GIRL

chanel-marie louise
eurasian paki
25041988
Perth,Australia
Curtin University
loves<3
friends.the sun.cheerleading.
shopping.partying.hotchocolate
makeup.dressingup.kisses.hugs
photography.music.booze.smiles

THE NEEDS
car
class C liscense
start working
ibook
ipod
own apartment
get out of cic
mother in perth

trip to….
Queensland
Melbourne
Singapore
States
Europe
Cambodia

THE LOVELIES
aarika
audrey
ayneal
cherm
cherryl
elie
farrah
fera
imran
judy
jastyn
joanie
jonny
kaisha
laura
leonie
melanie
min
neek
nicole
peline
priscilla
rachel
ridhuan
ridzuan
samfok
sara
sham
sophie
tasha

pictures

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Monday, January 09, 2006

my life is just a mess. they don't want to give me money yet they dont want me to work. what the fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck! *screams* *cries*

i need to get a hold if myslef. i need to be ignorant about the things happening around me and just put up a show. i feel like i am in the sept 11 th incident or the tsunami. where i have lost someone but instead if losing that someone so close to heart, i have lost my sanity, my soul, my spirit. there's no bright side for me to turn to, i am surrounded by total darkness. i feel cold and alone. i can feel that this year is gonna be horrible, the beginning of the year has already been ruined. how could this happen to me? i mean everyone makes me mistakes. but why is everyone pointing their finger at me,i know i wasted a year, i wasted money. you cant expect me to decide what i want to do in the future at the age of 16. my perceptions of life changes when i see the world. daddy told me that your career is built in you since u were young. just fuck offfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff. my aim in life is to die you!