THE GIRL
Thursday, January 12, 2006
i feel so lonely today. with limited msgs from people. maybe the weather is just making me feel this way. molecule has gone to bangkok for a holiday. he claims he needs a break. with the weather like this, i dont know what the hell he is going to do there.. but who cares.
anyhoos, today i spent my day eating, creating and designing blogs, watching tv, cooking and giving cherm irritating calls. hehe. the last msg said "i cry and i want to die". she immediately called me thinking that i was going to kill myself. when mum got home i asked her if i could go for a party tomorrow and she was like "NO! stay home" i have been fucking staying home practically everyday la. i mean no doubt i think the girls wanna club, i am not in a clubbing mood. i just wanna hang with them, being around them makes me not think of stuff which i dont think is necessary to think about.
i am so bored these days that i have even sort of planned out all the things i need to buy before i leave for aussie. like all the asian condiments and stuff. someone please save me. do i even sound or am normal around u these days. i feel so dhfcuhegrfhubewrfujh3ij(*@&#*(!*. even i cant describe it.. ok wait. maybe i am just crazy!