THE GIRL
Monday, September 05, 2005
i felt so accomplished yesterdae. it has been such a long time since i sat down and really studied. i did three math topics yesterdae and actually understood it. i like the feeling. woohoo. all thanks to audrey for her inspirational talks.
i dont know why but lately i have been suffering from insomnia attacks again. i look forward to the weekends, especially sundays so that i can catch up on sleep in order to have a good start to my week. it's not that i dont feel tired which is stopping me from sleeping. it's more of i just keep thinking and thinking. there's so many things to think about now a days. there's always the "what if, what if?"
it's sad sometimes to find out that the person u trust the most and open up to the most change and tells u something that hits you right there. but we all have to give and take. no one is perfect. we just gotta pick ourselves up and put on a smile. pretend that everything is okae in order not to ruin the friendship. i hate facing the unexpected. you know what i mean? but i am okae now. i just needed some time. it still hurts but....... i cant do no thing about it