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THE GIRL

chanel-marie louise
eurasian paki
25041988
Perth,Australia
Curtin University
loves<3
friends.the sun.cheerleading.
shopping.partying.hotchocolate
makeup.dressingup.kisses.hugs
photography.music.booze.smiles

THE NEEDS
car
class C liscense
start working
ibook
ipod
own apartment
get out of cic
mother in perth

trip to….
Queensland
Melbourne
Singapore
States
Europe
Cambodia

THE LOVELIES
aarika
audrey
ayneal
cherm
cherryl
elie
farrah
fera
imran
judy
jastyn
joanie
jonny
kaisha
laura
leonie
melanie
min
neek
nicole
peline
priscilla
rachel
ridhuan
ridzuan
samfok
sara
sham
sophie
tasha

pictures

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Tuesday, March 29, 2005

so i cant slp
i shall just blog. dunno wads wrong with me. been feeling so down. why am i feeling lonely when there are so many ppl around me? i think i'm going crazy. the lonliness is the cause of my insanity. no matter how much ppl reassure me i just feel crappy.

when they call me i just dun feel like talking to them. i just dun wanna see anyone. i dun wanna be questioned. dun ask me hows my day or wads wrong with you. u may be doing it because u think ur suppose to do as a friend. its not like u actually care. fuck fuck fuck.

wad the fucking hell is wrong with me. i'm paranoid. i wanna scream. i wann yank my hair out.
i wanna cry and vomit . i wanna just slp and never open my eyes again.

my lonliness is suicidal!