THE GIRL
Wednesday, June 28, 2006
i just wanna waste my life away.i enjoy doing nothin.can?
Tuesday, June 27, 2006
i am singing along to some ashlee simpson on my ituneskinda amazed that i actually know quite a bit of her songs.so i met chris today for some coffee at starbucksthen i took a trip down to wisma and accompanied cherm for 2 whole hours at work.she concealed my face and i re-did my nails.red painted nails i haveein the midst of it.....there was some texting going on btw rid&isometimes he can be such a darling.but sometimes his msgs just seem to dampen my mood.ARGH!i knoe he may chance upon my blog now and then.but so what..just let me set the record straight,he wasnt a bad bf.one of the best i must say.he made me smile, he made me happy, and he made loads of sacrifices for meand i appreciate that.maybe i was in the wrong for being the bitch i am.so like wad ridzuan said is true"what goes around comes around"karma i say, plain karma!thanks cherm, ridzuan & dub for cheering me up.i was on the verge of tears..for what, i don't know!why chanel?!!!why you like that!?!?*screamo peemo*cherm and i went mad on the way back.from broken slippers to singin in acapella "in the jungle"she kept me company and filled me withendless laughter.i think we're going to our "long ago but never happen" plan of going to JB on wed.it's my last week in xin jia poand i fuckin gonna enjoy every single bit of it....i love you la chermie poh
PS: i am not a fuckin bf stealer MR.!
Saturday, June 24, 2006
sometimes..
i force a smile on my face,
just to make it seem like everything is okay.
when i am in my own space,
i blast and weep all alone.
and when i come out,
i straighten my hair, wipe my tears and put a smile back on.
ps. i am not being emo. there's just some shit going on i cant explain.
Thursday, June 22, 2006
How Much Have I Changed Since 3 Years ago
How old were you?
15
What grade were you in?
sec 3
Where did you go to school?
katong convent
Where did you work?
i just had too many part time jobs
Where did you live?
chai chee st
How was your hairstyle?
long with curls at the end and bangs
Did you have braces?
nope. although i always wished i wore them.
Did you wear glasses?
nope
Who was your Bestfriend?
rach tan & pris tan
Who was your boyfriend/girlfriend?
lol. adrian low kim chai
Who was your celebrity crush?
never really had one
How many tattoos did you have?
none
How many piercings did you have?
i think i had 7
What car did you drive?
tsk... bo license leh
What was your favourite band/group?
hmmmm. i really cant remember..
What was your worst fear?
retaining sec 3
Have you smoked a cigg yet?
yep.
Have you driven yet?
nope.
Have you been to a real party yet?
yep.
Had your heartbroken?
i think so... actually yes!
Now...
How old are you?
18
Where do you go to school?
curtin international college
Where do you live?
chai chee street still
Where do you hang out?
siglap, clubs, home, fuche, town, wherever..
How is your hairstyle?
straight with a fringe
Do you have braces?
unfortunately not.. although i still think wearing braces is sexy.
Who is your bestfriend?
hmmmm.. rach tan...
Still talk to any of your old friends?
hell yeah
Who is your celebrity crush?
adam brody
Who is your regular person crush?
you know who u are. and if u put on a no. 4....."hello handsome!"
How many piercings do you have?
i have 8 on.. but in total i have about 12
How many tattoos?
not yet
What kinda car you drive?
toy car
What is your favourite singer/group?
the veronicas. copeland.
Have you smoked a cigg?
yep.
Have you gotten drunk or high?
yep.
Have you been to a real party?
hell yeah.. and many more to come..as you can tell i am really boredstole this from judy putsie's lj.stayed at home the whole day which means.. today is my first night and day in!stuffy nose. temperature. dry cough.i will be better by tmr.i am so determined!party hard ppl
Wednesday, June 21, 2006
late nights. soccer. clubbing. alcohol. ciggies. friends. smiles. laughter. foodeverything has just been so crazy....buti love every single bit of it.....
Monday, June 12, 2006
*edit*8 days to my results!!**** so i have finally decided to work during the hols with the bestie.good thing is that we'll be able to have our many heart to heart talks.but then againi guess i just need to keep myself occupied to stop myself from thinking.maybe coming back was a little of a bad idea.too many memories,too many signs,and most of all...too many changes.those were the days my friends,i thought they'll never end.
Sunday, June 11, 2006
sorry. but i dont know why i am feeling this way. i just wanna cry.
Saturday, June 10, 2006
watch footloose or get ready to go out?and if u you say...get ready to go out...go where???
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
A load of my CHEST.goodbye cic season onehello cic season two: the return of the posh mafias
Sunday, June 04, 2006
so the exam week is finally here. am i stress??hell no!should i be?i dont know.my design assignments assisting me in making my study time condusive at all.everytime i pick up my lecture notes, i keep thinking of a new idea for my design.then i will start doodling all over my lecture notes. anyway, its been a while since i last picked up my camera.i shall leave with a pic which i took weeks ago.btw, i wont be updating for quite a while.more late night study sessions in school this week.damn the exams!
Saturday, June 03, 2006
Happy 18th BIAAAATCH!I LOVE YOU!!!!
Friday, June 02, 2006
*editso i am in school on my day off. doing what???ASSIGNMENTS AGAIN!its not like i am doing a last minute thing..that's the whole problem of being in the design facultyno exams=endless assignments right up to exam week.crazy i tell you.absolutely crazy!i shall treat myself to another movie tonight i sayi am having an adrenaline rush just thinking about the things i am gonna do in singaporei do nothing today but just smile to myself and trying to cover up my little gigglesoh come on chanel!that day will come....CONCENTRATE damn it!
nothing much has been happening besides assignments, late nights in school, cheap thrilled car rides and counting down the number of days till i reach singapore _______________i spent about 1.5 hours on the phone with neek and cherm.neek as usual talks through his bum and cherm the "ya lah" woman.i miss ya'll so much la damn it.i need more hot and juicy gossipi need more crappy coversationsi need 85 and simpang now!i think i am losing my sanity