THE GIRL
Friday, February 24, 2006
goodbye my lover, goodbye my friends
16 hours to my departure
there is so much i am gonna miss
i guess everything is slowly coming in
i already feel physically distant from my friends. i guess its just because i havent exactly seen them the whole week due to their busy schedules. but oh well. at least i will be having chicken rice(which is what i am craving for) for lunch and prata with the boy for breakfast.
well, everything has gone by so fast. next week is already march and i will be starting school on wednesday. and i guess it will be a whole new adventure
thanks to all my friends who have been there for me through thick and thin
u all know who you are.. i love ya'll
and boy
thank you for making me feel special
i love you
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
we walked
we talked
we laughed
we held hands
we............
it was perfect
Sunday, February 19, 2006
yesterday james picked me up and we headed down to ms together. we talked while waiting for the girls to arrive. we didnt go to liquid in the end and headed down to phunk instead. the crowd wasnt so good but being with the friends and family was way too good.i danced non stop on the podium and enjoyed myself like i always do after having drink after drink after drink. if only dj aj was playing instead. it would be even funner.. haha iskandar drove us to bencoolen for supper and den drove us home... woohoo.. and now i am feeling sick. my throat hurts everytime i swollow. urgh. so i have 5 more days.. you're my angel
Saturday, February 18, 2006
looks like i was a cam whore since i was young
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
things are just not going very smoothly for me now. my flight is confirmed and i still cant do my visa just yet. boy am i screwed. i dont wanna bum around and wait for next sem.. fuck
Monday, February 13, 2006
i love you judy liew
i love you rachel tan
i love you wayne loh
i love you jastyn ong
i love you patrick low
i love you nicholas lim
i love you nigel farmer
i love you chermaine poh
i love you sham sham (haha)
i love you audrey cherbonnier
ps: this goes in no particular order.
thanks for putting smiles on my face always
Saturday, February 11, 2006
so i will be meeting neek, jastyn and rach for dinner. then i guess we will head down to pavillion. i am excited and happy. i only wanna go there to have fun.. can i not dress up please!!! oh and i still havent washed my brushes from the photoshoot. i am way too lazy and i also refuse to use the brushes that i used on steven lim. haha. i guess i will be updatin everyday till i leave. or i'll at least try to update. i love you guys *edit* so i did a little quiz. and here is goes. Art Dance Mathematics Journalism Philosophy Theater Engineering Sociology Psychology Anthropology Linguistics English Chemistry Biology
i seriously could never be happier. spending time with my friends everyday is just so memorable. yesterday we met at siglap the hor drove us to justin's place for some shee shaing and drinks. i loved it. i was talking nonsense. i guess u will get high even if u are just happy and the alcohol just makes u even happier and higher. but everything soon subsided. but i still had fun although not everyone i am close to was there. You scored as Dance. You should be a Dance major! Like a lithe ballerina, you dance because you believe there is beauty in expressing the physical form. 100% 100% 83% 83% 75% 75% 75% 67% 67% 58% 42% 33% 25% 25%
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Friday, February 10, 2006
so i have spent almost the whole day in bed. doing absolutely nothing. anyway. if ur wondering why i keep posting up photos one by one. basically its because there is something wrong with my photobucket. oh well.
so i guess i might be going to justin's house for bbq tonight. if rachel goes.. hahaha. hopefully there will be some booze. so i have less than 2 weeks till i leave. this sucks so so much really.
i shall take mor photos today. poor cherm cant join us. CHERM!!! tomorrow ah!
Thursday, February 09, 2006
passion tea at starbucks. pedicure with poh poh poh. walking and discovering parkway. budget food at the hawker. classic pool. and i am still feeling smily.
i wasnt feeling very chatty but mor of giggly today. i think it must be the headache that has been with me since i woke up. oh well. its all cherm's fault i am sick.
ps. cherm had gone for cum-bing soup with ian hor
being around friends. spreading the contagious laughters. quality time of random conversations. 
unfinished sentences. long distance walks. making weird noises in the bushes. biiig biig smiles and hugs. <3i wish i could bring them all down under with me.
i really love the bonds that have been developed over the past few months. i never seem to get bored hanging around almost teh same group of people everyday. i guess i am gonna take some time adjusting the school life again and the new friends.
so the girls will be coming over soon. and i am still in my pjs. i am sucha lazy ass. please shoot me. oh and one more thing. i am gonna start sleeping with my hp on silent mode unless i ask someone for a wake up call. i got calls today at 3.30 and 8.30am.. how to sleep like that.
oh and marianne! it's okae.. you calling me was exceptional. you can call me anytime..just make sure u wake me up fully so that i dun talk nonsense. haha. love you my rianne..hehe
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
so i have a photoshoot for maxim later. steven lim is gonna be the model. wad kinda model is he.. only god knows, but they say they're doing a cover story or interview of him and i have to make him look good. do something to he cha-pa-lang hair. omg la. i just hope idun find any dandruff or lice.. saw him yesterday in town and he had long dry hair.. someone please shoot me.
and now i am like waiting for sham and cherm to come pick me up to go visit sarah at the hospital. and they are late.. as usual.. alamak... anyway. i think i am gonna get lost later when finding the place. please wish me luck!
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
i feel like my life is crashing again. why i say again? basically it's because of you. it's always been a cycle.. when times are good.. you treat everyone well. but when times are bad, you say that we're unappreciative and take advantage. and you take account for what you have given to us. it really ticks me off. some of you may not be able to see this is my perspective cos i dont seem to come from this kinda life. i have heard stories which are unbelievable and i do not know how the motherhood could tolerate. i would have left a long long long time ago. but what can i say! i am just a girl who had to say "yes sir" without any arguments.
when i go to aussie land. i am not gonna let anything come my way, especially YOU! i'm gonna go there and get what i want most and be happy.. i guess i am too frustrated to update about more shit. love ya'll.
ps. i love my mama
Thursday, February 02, 2006
i am feeling so crappy now. i can sense things changing. esp with the 2 of them. it felt so uncomfortable and weird. i dont know wads wrong. but i am upset about it. as in really upset.
i dont know why this is happening also.
anyway.. i have wasted 2 days at home. so i think i'll just go do some shopping by myself later and join the folks for dinner. maybe some alone time would be good. but there's just one thing i wish for is for everyone to stop being so emo. because its making me feel like shit shit shit...urgh
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
girl. i miss you so so much. so now audrey has gone. i have one friend not physically around me anymore. i keep thinking about all the fun times. the spongebob boxers. come back soon!
audrey actually took pics of herself....seeeeeeeeeeee
i miss you AUDREY KATHLEEN CHERBONNIER! come home for christmas!