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THE GIRL

chanel-marie louise
eurasian paki
25041988
Perth,Australia
Curtin University
loves<3
friends.the sun.cheerleading.
shopping.partying.hotchocolate
makeup.dressingup.kisses.hugs
photography.music.booze.smiles

THE NEEDS
car
class C liscense
start working
ibook
ipod
own apartment
get out of cic
mother in perth

trip to….
Queensland
Melbourne
Singapore
States
Europe
Cambodia

THE LOVELIES
aarika
audrey
ayneal
cherm
cherryl
elie
farrah
fera
imran
judy
jastyn
joanie
jonny
kaisha
laura
leonie
melanie
min
neek
nicole
peline
priscilla
rachel
ridhuan
ridzuan
samfok
sara
sham
sophie
tasha

pictures

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Thursday, July 28, 2005

so i am sick
didnt go to sch todae
i mean i am on holidae... but i astill have to go back for fucking primer 2
had my trial exam for make up theory todae
and i passed...67/100
so now i am just lying in bed
and thinking

thinking of what to blog

i havent been updating cos i dun find anything to update abt
my life is really dry and colourless right now
too mundane to even try to make it intereseting'

*cough* *sniff* *sigh*


Wednesday, July 20, 2005

i'm in the MM lab now.. doing microstation...
it will be 10 min before i end school
den i'm heading off to the gym...
skipped environmental science todae cos of com skills presentation
i think i screwed it up though cos i kept giggling

todae during my make up lesson... i will be learning ho wto do basic nail care... exciting
i think i have abt 4 more months till i graduate.
the thing i sthat i think my exams will clash with my final year project which is really scary
i cant wait for primer 2 to be over... doing this kinda work in a group is a reall horror
especially with ppl living on the other side of the island from me
but i guess i dun mind working in pairs... i feel that its more on a personal basis
where more ideas can be shared and easier to make decisions as compared to a large group.

anyway.. i think i beeter go now... by the way... i miss my gfs and the guys loads...
i really hope io get to see them soon.. for a good chat over some coffee.... maybe?


Tuesday, July 19, 2005

so yesterday i left school early
went to the dentist after that to extract my right wisdom teeth
the pain was unbearable
found out that my condition was so bad that the gum was rotting
not because i dun take care of my teeth bur because the tooth really had no space

so now i'm in lecture with my right cheek swollen
i dun think i will be able to eat properly today.
i have to avoid hot food cos it will cause my wound to bleed
and i cant open my mouth properly
todae i forgot to bring my hp, gauze, landyard and medication
today just sucks la huh... plus i didnt wear anything around my neck
just feels so weird...

i dunno why but i am feeling so so so weak right now.. both emotionally and physically


Sunday, July 17, 2005

so i went to school todae
met danial and khairil at 11.15
i was actually susppose to meet them at 10.. hehe
did our presentation but mostly goofed around
khai tompang me to church...
i was suppose to go donate blood todae
but my menses came... wad the hell... nvm

now i am at home
been cleaning my room for the past 2 hours...
giving it a revamp. but my room is really in a mess now.
having a backache so decided to rest a while
daddy has been showing attitude to me...
so bloody irritated,... why didnt i go out... why?


Sunday, July 10, 2005

todae is a very very very lazy sunday.
watched 2 dvds and just bumed around.
i will be going over to judy's place later for dinner
it's her birthday tomorrow.
HOPE i'll be seeing the rest of the group there too
i hope.....

oh yeah.. and this is the worst weekend i have had so far. it was a fucking waste of time
and fucking boring


Tuesday, July 05, 2005

in cadp lecture now...
super boring... slept for the first half of lecture.
dunno what the hell chandra is talking about
so sarah's coming over for lunch todae.
its been a long long time since i've seen her.

i keep wondering if he were to know what i feel towards him
how would he treat me?
how would he react?
maebe things would be different.. would he ignore me?

i'm so sleepy.... school ends at 5... nvm.. update later


Sunday, July 03, 2005

i really have no idea what i am feeling now.
i dont even know what i'm thinking abt.
why the hell am i even blogging?


Saturday, July 02, 2005

the day of absolute depression has killed me
its time to bring myself to a new dae
meeting the girls later.. and jastyn of course
for some night swimming and quality time
i miss them so so much
shall upload pics abt out dae
cant wait to see them
no matter how much i think we are drifting most of the time
they never fail to make me smile

I HATE THAT MAN!
THE SPERM DONOR!

fuck him man.my life is just so screwed up.
i full off frustration and anger right now...
i wish i could just end this whole phase.
life.. maebe?

he doesnt know how i feel
the sperm donor is a drunk piece of shit
i hate it...

i just wanna scream
hit something till i bleed
i am feeling so horrible
i can only cry it out

i dun even have my gfs around right now

like what jastyn said.. this is reality!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fuck reality