misschubbycheeks

Monday, May 23, 2005

i'm so sorry jastyn. i'm so sorry cherm. i'm really sorry. i should have controlled myself. but i guess i just wanted to drown my sorrows away. i promise. no more for me....i guess i screwed it up yesterdae.

orientation starts tomorrow. goodbye to the aimless days. its time to get back to reality and carry on the competition no matter how much i really hate it.

i make me smile whenever i'm around you

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

i'm gonnawalk pass tthat place todae
hoping that i would see you.
just a glance and it will make my day.
you have no idea how much i miss you.
i dun noe why i am feeling this.
after all the things you've done
but i guess i just long for ur kiss
that will make me shine like the sun

so its the gym and class todae. den meeting sarah!

Sunday, May 15, 2005

yesterdae was fun eventhough the earlier pasrt of the day was spent with fickle calls regarding the planns for the night.
so we ended up going to bfd again..
this time with more ppl. me, rach,sarah,audrey, judy,cherm,wayne, sham,sheng,jastyn,bwee,scott and lino.
it was fun. drank and made a fool of myself.
but i had fun. it's okae. my frens still love me no matter wad.
cabbed back with cherm.
becos we were hungry we stopped at my coffee shop across my house for salty chicken murtabak.
we went to 7eleven to buy chocolates and this malay guy asked us for our number..
i was like...."erm..sorry i'm attached.." hahahahhahahahaha funneh
she came over to use the com while i was sprawled on the bed talking on the phone in my undies. i couldnt help it! i was high...=)
i really enjoyed myself.. i hope it can be like this all the time. but school starts tomorrow.
not officially though.. just camps and stuff... bleah
gonna meet new friend and be care free... ya right!
so today is mummy's birthdae. we havent had lunch and i think we're going vegetarian... wtf?

Monday, May 09, 2005

work is draining me but den again its passes time quick
my nails are breaking due to the paper work
my butt is growing bigger with all that sitting down
my back hurts too with that 8 hours of just flipping papers
i need to tan bad...

tomorrow i'll be going to the gym
leaving work early... sweat it out...
i'm looking forward to the weekend.
just to see my ladies and the guys tooooo =)

sometimes i really cant be bothered abt the things that happen to her
i guess it pointless talking
we want her to learn her lesson
but she never learns....why?
hasnt enough already happen to her?
doesnt she know wad she's doing?
why cant she take care of herself?
why is she throwing away all her reputation?
she has soooo much. so much character, looks, brains and talent
but why does she abuse it?
why is she crushing all this just to get attention from those losers?
what can we sae?
she'll only going on saying that we dun understand her and we dunno wads she's going thru
we dun wan her to het hurt
she's our fren
but sometimes she makes us feel.....
so unappreciated
so useless
so pointless
so stupid
so disturbed
and at the end of the day she tells us that she loves us and she doesnt know wad she will do without us ad friends? wtf?

i just dont get her!

Saturday, May 07, 2005

so the weekend is here
which means no work for 2 days
fun with the girls
working out at the gym.
catching up on sleep.
going to church
townin
and going crazy...

i wanna swim. pls let me swim. i gotta get the tan back. stupid menses

Monday, May 02, 2005

i was late
so i cabbed down to wheelock place to meet stef

on the way he had to call to make my day oh so miserable
i cried... maebe becos i was pmsy and sensative

calvin called to listen to me whine and cry.
he told me it wasnt worth it
when i finally got out if the cab, i rushed to the ladies to make sure my make up was still good
cleared the smudges... and tried my best to put on a happy face

so ate at o cafe
fish and chips....it was nice i think but just toooooooo much
i was so stuffed that i couldnt walk eventhough i didnt finish
i think the food is still in me
so we strolled and window shopped
there were so many pretty tops and skirts i want...argh!
we sat at starbuck for awhile
stef followed me to centrepoint to help me find a mancurist
i needed to pamper myself.... i was depressed!!!!!!!!!!!!
she helped me choose a colour den she left for her tuition
so i sat there and had a little chit chat with the lady on relationship
and how much it sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
met nigel together with yoko and her fren tricia at taka
den walked to cine den to tangs den back to wisma den to lucky plaza for pool
i left early
i was tired.

i need my daily dosage of laughs now with my girlfriends!!!!!

its 4.58am and i aint sleepy
i miss my girlfriends already
i wanna laugh with them now......
*screams*

Sunday, May 01, 2005

and so we danced the night away at bfd again
i think i was rather high which explains the hang over
i'm pmsing... which sucks cos i wanted to go swimming after lunch tomorrow
oh well. i hope we're slacking tonight
i want some coffee
i want to chat
i want to cry
i want to smile
i want to laugh
i want to roll
i want to see all of them...
and the best part is i know i wont be alone tonight cos they have no sch!!!

btw i got a job. i start work on wednesday.. but i dunno... how abt gym and orientation?
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