THE GIRL
Thursday, April 28, 2005
i'm a memeber of california fitness... wad a joke.
my sister and i signed up todae after 1 hour and 15 min of contemplation
after that i met farah and we walked to wisma to meet cherm
we window shopped and i found really pretty things to add to my shopping list.
we took a train back in a rush in hope to catch first mums
now i am waiting for mummy to help me paint my nails again after the horrible job i did
so its class tomorrow, (after missing 3 lessons) and then meeting the girls..
i love the weekends. cos i know i can meet most of my friends. they make me so so happy.
i wonder what we're gonna do on sat....hmmm... swimming again?
oh and tejay claims that i never right about him in my blog and he insists that he wants his written in black. he's crappy emo punker shitt who strokes his drums and bangs his guitar.
happy hunny?
so cheeky's wasnt too crowded yesterdae which was a good thing
drank quite a bit... but i had fun!!!!
tequila shot on lino was good... free flow....
took a bad back with scott and lino den waited for miss calista under the block.
so she came over... we had our maggi mee
and we fell off to sleep....
i just wanna have fun. party the night away. i wanna lead a careless life before school starts with a hectic schedule.. i'm free as a bird. and i'm just gonna enjoy. for the next whole month..
Monday, April 25, 2005
Happy 17th birthday to me!
and so i'm finally 17. thanks to everyone who made me feel so special and to the the unknown personales.wakaka. we palyed block catching on the last day of being 16. fun!!!
now i'm just 365 days away from being legal to drive, drink, club and party!!!
thank you everyone again especially the ones i havent seen in a long long long time!!!
Saturday, April 23, 2005
and so i met all the girls todae except for fera
she left for dubai..
i just feel so complete seeing them
they make me so so so happy
so we danced and screamed and landed up at simpang for supper
hmmmm.. so i'll be seeing the girls for a swim and tanning session tomorrow
den i'll be going to my aunty's house for the family gathering..
i miss my friends so so much...
rach,cherm,judy, audrey, cheryl,tash, sarah,fera.......
damn i miss them!!
sigh
Thursday, April 21, 2005
training was good todae.. i'm so freakin tired.
not only is my thigh muscle just making me feel horrible
the bruises on my shoulders after all that carrying is just making me feel so weak
my appeal into tp design just got rejected
sigh... but i cant do anything abt it.. i guess i just to accept the fact that i am in SP.
but i'm actually ok with it since i found out who were in my course
i have class tomorrow. my hairstyling module is killing the shit outta me.
really boring.,.. i cant wait till my make up module starts.*pouts*
tejay claims i dun give two hoots abt him. he's a crazy boy.. oh well.
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
i'm breaking out... in fact already broke out
today in sp sucked big time. first i didnt have my cpf form. so i went for all the briefings without an admission card.
after that i went down to mummy's office to get her to sign the forms den went all the way back down to SP to submit and get my admission card and orientation package.
followed mum back to work and fell asleep under her table once again
met quite a number of familiar faces there and most of them are going to archi. which is good
my camps start in abt 3 weeks time. hope it will be good la huh. or i may not go for any camps... i dunno ...we shall see
i've been really drained out lately. i dunno why but i get really tired easily.. all i wanna do is sleep. but i can never find the time too.. i seriously suck at sleeping.. wad a joke. i bet if tejay is reading this he'll probably just laugh and question himself..."who sleeps on me almost every other night?"... i cant help it! his voice just kinda puts me to slp.. wtf... no la.. he's just boring... joking kiddo...
so i'm gonna bathe now so that i can have and early night.. gotta go to the banks tomorrow.. nuisance!
Saturday, April 16, 2005
DELTA'S NO. 1!
And so we won!!!! we're the cheerleading champions of TJ!
i'm so proud of our little babies.
we have seen them change over the month...
from not being able to do just an elevator
they've trained well and hard to do a wonderful toe touch basket toss.
i love my delta dragons!
they've done me ans krystle proud... woohoo!
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
training was good
dinner was good
i'm hoping sleep would be good.
didnt really talk to him much today
didnt have time to do much besides wake up eat and go for training
he's working at the airport.. so cute can.
helping ppl with their luggage and stuff.
he's doin the night shift todae
so i doubt i will be talking to him
anyway... it doesnt affect me. bleah
my body is aching really badly.
i have some bruises on my shoulders.
but nvm.... chanel is strong yes!
i have my interview tomorrow at tp and i'm really reallyt scared
not just scared but nervouos.
wad if i say the wrong thing?
wad if i can portray wad i'm trying to say?
wad if i cant find the right word and use the wrong one?
sheesh i think i'm getting all worked up... but then again..
this interview is the key to my next 3 years.
stressness!
i slept at 8am this morning i'm freaking tired la.
training starts at 4.30 and my body doesnt feel like leaving the house
yesterdae was a good day. not only did TP call me but my dad finally got me..
my very own ipod mini.
and of course my 13 year old sister got one too
but oh well. i'm satisfied.
now i just gotta learn how to work the damn thing properly
i'm such and idiot. seriously
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
TP called me today... woohoo... interview on thursday. i'm nervous... argh!
TP has made my day. and i just woke up!
i wanna go to KL now.. sigh....
went for training todae. it was good. i'm proud of the team.
met strop for din din at beer garden den sham and nigel came to meet us
went to starbucks to chill den bwee came not too long after that..
just put down the phone on him... he's just so adorable la..
stupid ah beng...
he objects to the idea of me going to TP.. wad a bastard
i envy him... he's going to visual comm.. wadda biatch
oh calista.... pls come to KL with me. i dun wanna be the only girl...sigh
Sunday, April 10, 2005
i still dont get why the hell we have hair growing on our legs and arms. if they say its to moisturize, den why are moisturizers invented. our skin is still dry. having hair just makes me feel so masculine. the after shave is worse when it results in spiky spinderman hair. GROSS!
i mean guys with hair could be sexy,(thats if they could pull it off la) .but honestly i like men with a little hair at the abdominal area. see how i put emphasis on little. i think it is rather sexy and very much appealing *cheeky smile* my stand.... girl's should just have long eyelashes, beautifully shaped eyebrows an hair on their heard. that would be perfect.
i was in the car todae. listening to the never ending nags of me losing my passport and my daily expenditure. they continuosly give comments on the things i intend to get or already have even though i insist i work for the money and get it at my own expence. they say i do not know the value of money. but den again. sometimes i do agree with them, explains why i take cabs spend money at coffee chains, cigarettes,clubs. but isnt it all part of the normality of growing up? or am i wrong? so every kid, and even teenager, has been born into this world knowing the value of money. no kid wants to get and mp3 player? no girl at the age of 17 wants to pamper themselves with body products, hair treatments, mani and pedicures? call me spoilt, call me a brat, call me immature! i really dont care. thats the kind of lifestyle i like to lead once in a while. i dont do it all t he time. i don't go shopping everyday, although i would very much like too. if i dont know the value of money, i would have bought all the dunks which i have seen withoute hesitation and hope of finding the pair of dunks. i would have bought all the bags, heels, tops, lingerie and make up which i find super irresisitable. i have yet to be like that. and i hope i dont. i just but what is necessary and reasonable. i guess i'm just paranoid. writing a totally random thing like this. going on and on and on about something so ignorant!
fuckk that biatch!
Saturday, April 09, 2005
so i havent been schooling for the past 2.5 months. i think it's having an impact on me. now whenever people talk to me i go like, wad? huh? wad u talking abt? or ask them questions which they have already told me abt. i dun understand big, flowery language. i need to do something abt this. help me pls
class was so boring today. was falling off to slp during demo. i just suck la huh.. bleah
he messaged me. was kinda happy. he saed quite a number of nice things to me for the past few days. i dont like him. i just think he's really cute. his messages just make me smile.
met rach cherm and audrey for "be cool". it sucked. cherm and i actually fell off to slp. the cinema was freaking cold la. my teeth were jittering like mad.
had macs for dinner come supper. with audrey and cherm. oh yeah. and aaron asked me to try this drink called chai from coffee bean. it totally sucked. gross...!!!!!!
its my sister's birthdae. and i didnt get her anything, she's actually 13... a teenager... damn.. my little sister is just growing up too fast. i mean she had a first boyfriend when she was primary 5 and its lasted slightly longer than a year.wtf?
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
i'm too tired to do anything
which means i' m too tired to blog.
so good night
goodbye stranger hello ah beng