THE GIRL
Sunday, August 29, 2004
Friday, August 27, 2004
i'm feelin so weak. so cold. cant seem to do anything else
the medicine is making me real drowsy. its not that i'm lazy. i just cannot be attentive. help me!
training has been good so far. so happy that everyone is putting in the effort. hopefully we'll be champions again next year! haha. so exciting!
didnt go to school today my whole body is aching and my throat is giving way. gonna see the doc later. den i'll probably be going to my mum's office to study den meet the girls at the airport for night studying.
my science practical is on monday and prelims in 2 weeks. i'm so not prepared. the thing is that i wanna go to jc for the first 3 months. hopefull i can make it there. if not.. i'll be working for cash. which is a good thing. haha.
got my cca results back yesterday and i got an A2. that's 2 points of my L1R5. it actually pays off.
dip it low
taking it slow
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
just got back from training. damn tired.
i dunno why but i've been really down
affected by something but i just dont know what
i cant talk to anyone about it because there is just no reason
i hate feeling like this.
argh
anyway. glad that i made history by passing lit and geog. the best part is that i didnt just scrape through. i got like 15/25. a B3. woohoo. so my prelim practical starts next week and i'm not prepared. i'm so screwed. i need 11 points to make it there. dont really feel like blogging now.
so yep. toodles
i will do you proud
i promise!
Wednesday, August 18, 2004
just got back from strop's house
today was a bad bad day. was late for school again for the 14th time this year. had to go see the vp again. she gave me a last warning. then i went to see mrs sng and now i gotta serve DC for 9hours. luckily they let me do my own studying or else i have to copy out the ij values 90 times. argh!
my testimonial is at stake.
so i slept during english class and mrs ng wanted to see me. she's says i'm always sleeping during her lesson. i mean we had 3 periods of english and we did vocabulary throughout. haha. sand when she asked what did we learn today during the lesson. only chanel could answer with pride.. haha.
so today is my father's birthday and my grandfather is over too. manage to persuade him to help me set up an aquarium in my room. you know. the old typical yadda yadda that grandfather's give when u say u want something. haha. but he finally agreed in the end because he loves me.
tomorrow i have a geog ca and i left my book under my table by accident. i'm so screwed and the best part i have PE before the paper. so i dont even have time to go glance through. i hope it rains tomorrow. cant afford to fail this time. its on TOURISM-chanel's favourite topic for geography. by the way i passed my chem practical mock test. although i just scraped through, i still passed.. hahahaha
not a word
no *beep beep*
where are you?
your leaving me in solitude
Tuesday, August 17, 2004
just got back from school. spent some time with some classmates after school. no not the usual people i hang around with but marianne. joan and evangeline. we took a stroll through stpats then evan and i took a bus back.stopped at the church bus stop and walked in from there. just felt like taking a stroll. and think about stuff ... so i guess everything is back to normal now.
going to meet mel later.everytime we meet we will always take pictures. we're the hiao ones. and loving it. here are some shots of us studying yesterday
in school today
and some taken these past few days. haha.
yep. thats abt all. gotta run now. i'm late
Monday, August 16, 2004
okae. so i just came home. went to study today with mel. rather good achievement.manage to complete my RI paper and do abit of geog and social studies.these days have been OK!except for friday of cos.
sigh.
had to see the VP again for my short skirt and absentism. haha. why is chanel always getting into trouble.gotta report to her by 7.15am tomorrow. dunno how i am gonna do it when i alwaes stroll in at 7.29am beforethe bell goes.better give a good impression tomorrow. haha
gonna get some rest and start studying again! argh!
how long can i be angry with u. u are my friend. and if u actully treated me as one,you would try to help make situations better instead of making it worst.i can forgive u but i cant forget. so please. people say things about you by the way u behave.i know your a really nice person deep inside.but think of ur reputation instead of getting paranoidi hope u know what ur doing. i wanna be there to help u in situations. but this time its hardi have been siding u all along. covering up. now u called it upon urself. know ur limits.i dun wanna see u hurt at the end of the day. love ya sweets alot!*dedicated to a very special friend*
i miss my baby
Friday, August 13, 2004
Tuesday, August 10, 2004
suppose to be studying now but nvm.been in the mood to take photos these past few days.
strop and i at classicmanage to get my tan yesterday during swimming. went with mel,strop,pel,ernie and jon at fernwood. we soaked up the sun. haha. satisfied with my tan now. yep.after that we went to parkway had dinner den to classic where we met sham,clara and cumming den to this place called sparkle bar.so tomorrow is my o level english oral and my throat is giving me problems again. guess i'll just leave it in god's hands.went to sch for maths today. i was damn tired. den headed back home .i think i wanna get some rest today cos i gotta catch up on my work. i feel so lost without my school journal.it suddenly went missing. argH!things are moving way to fastand all along i've been sitting heretrying to find myselfbut i do not realise that everyone is way aheadleading the race for life
Saturday, August 07, 2004
dont ask me out if ur gonna feel awkward. my heart is with someone else. i have never felt so humiliated in my whole entire life. thanks so much for destroying my mood. and i guess u were just a substitute!
spare a thought for other people's feelings eventhough u dont have any.
i'm just so pissed now that its unbelieveable.. fuck man
Thursday, August 05, 2004
so i just came back from training.heh. kinda off mood today.but oh well. its allover now. a brand new day for me tomorrow.
bmw was kinda boring today. but oh well. its a school event. no choice. glad i went for maths remedial today. at least now i understand abit more abt transformation. bleahz.
tomorrow we're having the national day celebration after that i don't know wad i'm going to do but i have the youth for christ meeting at night den i'll probably be going down to simpang to meet the girls. chanel is becoming holy again. feel like i'm drifting away from church. heh. cant believ i'm actually saying that. but it's the truth.
mrs chua expects at least a B3 for my maths for prelim. dont wanna disappoint her. so i better start studying man.
Wednesday, August 04, 2004
just came back from studying with sham and nigel. kinda satisfied that i did some maths. haha.but not enough lah. sham and i were argueing about some maths question den he told me that logically the answer wasnt true. den i told him that this is maths. something things arent very logical.
bmw for the next few days need to mad study from now on. haha. prelims coming up. so yep
Tuesday, August 03, 2004
went for a run just now. kinda proud of myself. after the run i climbed 17 storeys of stairs. heh. considering the fact that i haven been exercising for a damn long time, this is definitely a big improvment. woohoo!
i've got a splitting headache and its killing me. i think i shall turn in early tonight yeh.
Monday, August 02, 2004
in the school library now with fera and we're suppose to be studying. it's too quiet in here and i just wanna die. havent done anything except for 2 damn maths questions.
i failed my maths haha.. i got like the lowest in class. 13/40 but nvm there is still hope. no worries chanel.... i think i shall go study for the next one hour then head home.
cancelled facial today. not really in the mood. we went to 7 eleven just now and bought 4 bars of chocolate-twix.kitkat caramel.mars.snickers and mashed potatoes. haha. now we only have 1 bar left. there goes my diet.nvm. okae. gotta run now
Sunday, August 01, 2004
so yesterdae was rachel's.cheryl's and fera's bbq. the turn out was not as many as we expected. but we still had fun. heh. didnt manage to take pics cos everyone was so dirty.sigh. but nvm we can have more pics taken soon. fera nicely "accidentally" (according to her) threw satay sauce at me when i didnt even put sabo her, i took my revenge by making her feel guilty the whole night. that woman deserves it. hehe. so after i washed my hair. i decided to jump in the pool anyways. i mean i was already dirty so who cares.heh
so i was intending to stay over but i had to go home and get stuff but my mother wasnt too happy with me cycling back to judy's house at 3 in the morning. so i just cycled home all wet.was freezing man.
i'm in a terrible state now. not getting any better. my throat hurts like mad. my body is aching after all that coughing last night so i'm not going for tuition today .i might be meeting pel and the boys later for mass. yep. i'm so weak to do anything but i have to do it. i really hate feeling like this. but oh well. its life!