THE GIRL
Friday, July 30, 2004
getting kinda pissed with blogger but den again it might be my internet explorer at home.
at strop's house now. came to study with her.more like made her study.tsk. going to simpang later to meet rach,nigel and sham. my mum aint very hapy that i am cycling there.but hey! its free transport.
today was so so . i passed my bio. 20/25 *clap**clap*. kinda proud of myself. these kinda things make me wanna study even more. gotta keep up to the standard aye.stayed back in school to do art with strop and marianne till 5+. kinda satisfied.finish all the painting.i just need to paste the articles and finish up my prep work and i'll be done with my coursework.
tomorrow is rach's.fera's and cheryl's bbq at judy's house. planning to stay over but it also depends on my mother's mood. don't wanna get her upset. now that my dad aint in s'pore she's a lil bit more liberal but it doesn't mean i should take advantage of it right? heh.
i think i should be leaving soon. the rest are confirm gonna be late so i'm not really gonna rush there. they should wait for me.the princess.hehe. oops.
till next time. sayonara~
i wanna love you forever
and this is all i'm asking of you
Thursday, July 29, 2004
Wednesday, July 28, 2004
i'm getting kinda irritated. cant seem to get a perfect blogskin. but i'm working on this one. gonna improve on it slowly yeah. just give me some time slowly slowly. i think i gotta go resize all my photos. they are way to big for the blog. haha
today was another ordinary day. i'm sick. went to the doctor and i did not get an mc. i have an australian maths competition tomorrow.
Ms Zakiah was a total bitch today. chem test was suppose to be tomorrow and she just gave us the test today. we were like so irritated with her. i mean its like her cynical remarks are enough to kill. but nvm lah
Was kinda disappointed that Ms Wong said that my lit essay was still not good eventhough she said she could see the amount of effort i put into it. i really tried to do my best this time but i failed and i will not give up. haha. i need a better attitude towards my work.
did a little maths when i got home from the doc. then i did some chem. gonna do more after this. i must try to get into the studying mood and everything will be alright. yep.
tomorrow i'll be staying for art after school for a while den i'll be rushing home to get ready for training den i'l be going to watch "private parts". really cant wait. heh.
it's gonna be a long day tomorrow and i have work to catch up on cos i slept the whole of yesterdae.heh. so typical of me. its either i sleep throughout or don't sleep at all.
i realised today that there's one thing i wanna do before i leave sec sch. i really wanna get to know my classmates better. i don't wanna just talk to them on the "surface" level. maybe like talk to them about their relationships and stuff. i wanna be more open. i realised that i haven't actually been very sociable around them. maybe thats why i ain't a good leader. sigh. well i'll give it a shot. i'll never know. maybe the person i don't talk to the most can actually be a real good friend. yep.
Tuesday, July 27, 2004
oh my god. i finally can add anew post. it been really killing me man. last week was so not my week.
was late for school on monday. was suppose to do in house suspension but i manage to get out of it and do 6 hours of DC. then i had to dye my hair cos there were 2 different shades. wtf right. i'm graduating. leave me alone! so i decided to spray my hair black on tuesday. unfortunately i didnt spray it properly so she made me dye it again.so i left DC early and went to the salon. i cut my hair. re-shaped.dyed.had treatment. and iron straight my hair. was definitely looking forward to a new day as i didn't have to serve DC. but when i went to school on wednesday to see Ms Chang regarding my hair. she refuse to believe i "revamped" my hair. i was so frustrated. she argued with me telling me i didnt do anything. i was so pissed and gave a little attitude and kinda raised my voice. thats the whole problem with me at the same time. when someone shouts at me i cant seem to control myself. she was probably fed-up herself and sent me to the VP! i gave mdm shanti the name card to the salon and told her to call my mother since they refuse to believe me. my mother gave her a piece of her mind. my hair was so dark at the roots. wats their problem. the minute she put the phone down on my mother she called me in and changed the subject to my grades.she probably had nothing to say. very good lah!
the rest of the week was just as bad. it was already ruined during the first 3 days. had to stay till like 3.30 on saturday for art. den i went to make myself happy with a pedicure. went to honky tonk at night with rach.strop.tash.hobday.pat. but everyone left strop,hobday and i so we went to meet jon at siglap to do some slacking.
well the new week as just begun and things are starting look up.
monday- got complemented my Ms Fairuzah (geog teacher) on the chapter of tourism. i mean i am not trying to compliment myself but i never get credit for geog especially. so i was kinda happy. den Mrs Boey noticed that i manage to answer all her questions on sexual reproduction in plants. got a littl ecredit too. was kinda satisfied. i don't mean to brag but sometimes i need to take a ride down the ego trip. things seem to appear more positive in way. yep
today was just another day. almost finish on my second art piece. my third board is kinda easy to do. so yep. i'm having a real bad throat and i cant stop sneezing. feeling kinda weak. been sleeping the whole day. i have the australian maths competition on thursday together with a chem test. damn stress.organic chem sucks. better do my maths homework now. chua says i need to improve in my attitude towards my maths. so i will.
if i cant have you.
i don't want nobody.
but you.
Sunday, July 25, 2004
Sunday, July 18, 2004
i finally manage to watch mean girls on friday with rach estrop and hobday after that we went to meet the rest of the girls together with jastin and nigel then headed down to simpang where we met pel and aaron
rach hobday and nigel came over. ended up playing monopoly till like 3+. in the ned they stayed over.
saturday "IT" finally came. but at the wrong time, i mean i had training. my god. horrible!
today i went to watch spiderman 2 with marcus. it was a rather draggy show. or maybe i was just freezing. heh
anyway. not really in the mood to blog anymore. besides i have school tomorrow. so toodles
Thursday, July 15, 2004
okae. so this is gonna be my temperory blog layout till i actually find the time to do it up properly...yeap
i wanna how to learn how to do it like put all the photos music shit and stuff. damn nice can.. haiz.. cant wait
Tuesday, July 13, 2004
didnt go to school todae...
i have a fever becos of yesterday's rain
my throat is starting to hurt now
i'm feeling so lethargic
i think i'll go rest
Sunday, July 11, 2004
oh my god. she has been like picking on me for the whole entire day
like what the hell right
we always have to argue on the issue on school, me waking up late
coming home late. hp bills. i know i'm not the best daughter that any mother can have
but what the hell am i suppose to do
it realli gettin to me
and u ask me to look at my attitude..
why dun u look at urs first. argh!
Saturday, July 10, 2004
meeting sarah at 6 to slack for a while den we're gonna watch tasha's performance at bedok den we're all heading down to judy's bbq. yeap.
i've started on my second part of my art project and i'm kinda excited to see the final product.
really cant wait... the assembling and stuff would be so dun.
ms low is gonna get my morror cut into a shape of a body. i hope i get to keep the mirror or at least part of my project. u know for memories and stuff
yesterday i met strop at the control station. she consistantly reminded me not to be late but who was the one who was late in the end. that bloody latina ah lian. hahah.
we headed down to town to meet the guys and rach at 8 with intentions to watch mean girls
firstly.. all the tickets were sold our at both cine and lido. secondly the guys didnt arrive till 9.30. hobday was kinda pissed that i became kinda cranky but i apologies so everything was okae. so beewee,benny,ross and hobday went to play pool at this techno haven place while estrop rach and i headed down to honky tonk for beer and karoakeeee.
was kinda fun den the guys joined us after that.
headed home at around 1.30 and realised i didnt have my house key. so i jus stood at my door in hope that my maid would go to the toilet. finally got in at 2. thank god
Tuesday, July 06, 2004
nothing much really happened today
HE messeged today
am i suppose to be happy about it
i ain't sure
came back straight after school
supposedly to do some work but ended up watching THE OC
i just have another 3 episodes more to go before i finish the season
i love marissa's hair.. i totally rocks.
contemplating on cutting my hair.
kinda sick of the same hairstyle but i'm afraid i'll regret
sigh. how ah?
Monday, July 05, 2004
life is just so draggy now a days
days to the o levels is just a 2 digit figure
i have to concentrate
i dun need anyone to help me no more