THE GIRL
Monday, June 28, 2004
got back from bangkok today
and now its back to school
time to get serious
its only for another 5 months
i can take it i know i can
i'm not gonna let anything stand in my way
i must be strong
i know i can do it
i'll be proud of myself at the end of the day
it's my hard work paid off
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee =)
Thursday, June 24, 2004
i've been longing to go to bangkok and i'm finally going. exciting hell. there are many things i've been dying to get but i just keep telling myself i can get it all cheaper in bangkok. but my wish in finally here. few more days of fun before i start mugging hell for the big o levels. just wait and see.. i'll be able to qualify for jc. but i am not going there. no more subject and uniforms for me. i have had enough. okae. gotta go do some work now.
Monday, June 21, 2004 My mother cleaned my cupboard. Everything is gone. Not exactly. But must of it. But the good part is that she bought me new stuff too. Like 2 new skirts.2 shorts.and around 5 new tops. so fun haha. chanel has been eating so much lately so she's gotta lose weight especially for SOMEONE. So my mother and i will be going to the gym together. On top of that i'll have cheerleading once a week. i really hope it works out.
Saturday, June 19, 2004 The past 3 days was spent at cheer camp conducted by 8 coaches from Japan.
All i want for HIM is to give the best assurance. I want HIM to feel the best security anyone could ever give.I wanna be HIS special someone. I want HIM to feel that HE is someone special for me to keep.I wanna love HIM. Hold HIM tight.
Friday, June 18, 2004 there's something going between ________ and ________! (fill in he blanks) hehe =) Wednesday, June 16, 2004 Take my photo off the wall
everything is changing for me
Tuesday, June 15, 2004 i feel so lost at the moment
Monday, June 14, 2004 i'm putting the past behind
L Little O Organic U Unusual I Innocent S Stunning E Enchanting
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How to make a louise Ingredients:
5 parts intelligence
3 parts courage
5 parts egoMethod:
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we just need some time alone
maybe this is best for us
take a chill pill for a few days
Just got back from simpang. It started off with just rach,fera,audrey and i. Then slowly everyone started strolling in.Sham,sheng, pat, beewee, hobday, aaron, terence, ryan, russell,luke. Isnt it amazing how a small group can become so big... haha.. gotta go now.. me mama is nagging.
I act retarded to stop thinking
It's the only way to get you out of my head
But when i'm alone i can't stop crying
It isn't easy and your not helping
I don't deserve to be treated this way
Stop contridicting what you say
It hurts me to see the way you are
But i am in no position to do anything anymore
It was really fun and we actually learn to do things the correct way with all the techniques and stuff. Since there was only 4 of us(me,rachel,samfok,laura), we combined with Sonix from unity sec. Our counting and all was a bit diffirent but still it all went well. I feel that if we were to go for a camp like this once again, we should go as a team so as to build up our bond.yeah! anyway i'm gonna shower now..
i miss him
but i cant tell him
he's treating me diffently
how?
I really love HIM
I wanna be with HIM
If only HE knew how much he meant to me.
What is your favorite.. gum: strawberry restaurant: syed's- great ice limau drink: ice limau season: spring but singapore aint have that type of weather: rainy on sleepy days emotion: cloud 9? thing to do on a half day: spending time with HIM late-night activity: dozing off on the phone sport: cheerleading! city: tokyo store: LV When was the last time you.. cried: 2 days ago played a sport: 4 hours ago laughed: now hugged someone: 2 hours ago kissed someone: 2 days ago felt depressed: 2 days ago felt elated: yesterday felt overworked: now faked sick: last week lied: just What was the last.. word you said: BYE thing you ate: tuna sandwich song you listened to: look what you've done-jet thing you drank: sarsi place you went to: cairnhill community centre-cheer camp movie you saw: confessions of a teenage drama queen movie you rented: OC? concert you attended: saturday night fever Who was the last person you.. hugged: rachel? sam? laura?(group hug) cried over: HIM kissed: HIM danced with: cheer team shared a secret with: samuel had a sleepover with: cant remember..march hols? called: estrop went to a movie with: kaishA saw: the man who lives in my house were angry with: sam fok couldn't take your eyes off of: some guy at sentosa obsessed over: cheerleading Have you ever.. danced in the rain: yes kissed someone: yes done drugs: no drank alcohol: yes slept around: no partied 'til the sun came up: no had a movie marathon: yes gone too far on a dare: yes spun until you were immensely dizzy: yes taken a survey quite like this before: yes
The Favorites, Have-You-Evers.. and Last Times! Oh, the variety! brought to you by BZOINK!How to make a chanel Ingredients:
5 parts intelligence
5 parts arrogance
3 parts energyMethod:
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If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to do
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
call it hormonal change
this state brings about my mood swings which i wish i didnt have potray
i just wanna cry whenever i think
i'm so tired of thinking
i think too much
way too much
why cant i just go with the flow
play my own music
take it easy and just let everything fall in place
it like fixing a piece of stained glass together
and everytime i fix another piece the other may fall out
this leads to frustration which i try my best not to release it
but i'm sorry if i ever do cos i really cant help it
i need to hold him
i wanna cry on his shoulder
and still get the scent of his fainted cologne
his smile is enough to make me wanna smile
i just want him to be around
can he get the picture?
i'm tired of being just me
i want him to know!!
i want him to know!!
starting afresh
anyone who brings the past into the present or future..
i will not be able to tolerate
THIS IS THE NEW ME